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    lyubomirb  35, Male, Florida, USA - 44 entries
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Aug 2008
8:38 PM EST
   

feeling of despair and suffering

������������ I put way too much effort in to things that never even get credited. Most of my work has so much value but others can’t see it. No one knows what I have to go through to achieve something. I spend a lot of time not to make it perfect but to make it worth it. I am not a lazy person, and my hard work has a lot of effort in it.

������������ What I am trying to say is that I have done so much for others that they don’t know about. And sometimes I just never get a chance to let them know. I am not trying to look good or anything but there are so many things that never even gone out to the world. I write letters and paint pictures for people that never receive them. But I had not given up yet. It is just very hard to stay focused.

������������ I know that I can be anything, but I also want others to know that about me. It will inspire me and make me happy. All I am right now is a worthless guy who never made it work. As if I don’t deserve anything. I don’t know what else to do. I need help. But If I ask for it, I will lose more than I have now.

Agony:

  • Being successful is failing.
  • A smile costs tears of blood.
  • A laugh is approaching death.
  • Having a good day means giving life away.
  • Sweet words are misunderstanding.
  • Light creates shadows.
  • The end has just begun.
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